IM HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT AFTER LAST NIGHT MY WRITERS BLOCK IS NO MORE!
Last night was the strangest mindset I have ever been in. I just thought about so much.
This chat below was with the greatest girl ever, Alissa Serio, at about 2am. I am waverider2137.
I hope the layout isnt too confusing but this is the conversation that got me out of writers block.
And I will have two more posts up within the next day- one on good and evil so STAY TUNED!!!

And thanks everyone for checking it out. Theres been over 1000+ visitors to this site. Im sorry I havent had much to say lately, but writers block is over....

And I apologize if this is confusing. Keep in mind that it was realllllllllyyyy late.
I havent edited any of this so if punctuation is off I also apologize.

Thanks!

-Ben





waverider2137: i dont belong here
x love to love u: where?
waverider2137: here
x love to love u: here as in where
waverider2137: i belong in an apartment with a porch
waverider2137: with one hanging light
waverider2137: not here
x love to love u: well you cant just be where you belong right off the bat
x love to love u: you would appreciate it, you need to know where you dont belong to know where you do belong
waverider2137: i have to hit the ball myself though
x love to love u: wouldnt*
waverider2137: or maybe vise versa
x love to love u: mmhm
waverider2137: whats the group of people called that belong where they initially are
waverider2137: lucky? spoiled?
x love to love u: it depends
x love to love u: i think lucky, if they dont appreciate it then spoiled
waverider2137: would you appreciated it if you didnt know where you dont belong
waverider2137: in other words if you grew up where you belong and never tasted the place that you dont belong, then how can you appreciate it
x love to love u: if your aware of what else is out there i think so
waverider2137: how can we be aware
waverider2137: news, media, friends
waverider2137: they are all part of your belongings
waverider2137: strangers are the only people who arent
waverider2137: and once you talk to them they are no longer strangers
x love to love u: well dont you appreciate not being tortured, or abandoned, or beaten, but you havent technically experienced it yourself i hope
waverider2137: you might think you appreciaite it
waverider2137: but until you have been
waverider2137: how can you fully appreciate it
x love to love u: i guess
waverider2137: you know that you dont appreciate your breakfast as much as a third world starving kid would appreciate it
waverider2137: and im not singling you out
waverider2137: im talking in general
x love to love u: yeah
waverider2137: i dont belong here
waverider2137: i want to be there alissa
waverider2137: i want to know all the feelings
waverider2137: i want to hear al the sounds
x love to love u: you will though
waverider2137: and smell all the scents
waverider2137: no i wont
x love to love u: why not
waverider2137: how can i
x love to love u: wait are you still talking about the apartment with the porch? or the 3rd world country>
waverider2137: both
waverider2137: all
waverider2137: everything
waverider2137: i want to feel it all
waverider2137: i want to be able to feel what everyone feels
waverider2137: to be affected in the way others are affected
waverider2137: i dont want to be spoiled
waverider2137: i dont want to be where i belong and stay there
waverider2137: i dont belong here
waverider2137: and i know it
waverider2137: brb
x love to love u: lol well i think that you go experience as much as you possibly can, and everything else you try your best to understand and be aware even though you cant fully be there and experience it
x love to love u: alright
waverider2137: nobody does
waverider2137: nobody does that
x love to love u: nobody does what
waverider2137: nobody expeiriences all that they can
x love to love u: okay well whos nobody
x love to love u: whats stopping people that want to
waverider2137: the people who dont
waverider2137: they are
waverider2137: they are the ones that control the media
waverider2137: and give the people who want to a false sense of feeling
x love to love u: how would they have that much control
waverider2137: because
waverider2137: think about it alissa
x love to love u: i think if you can break free of what those people think and influence you to think then theres nothing stopping you from maybe not experiencing EVERYTHING that eevveryone feels, but there nothing stopping you from experiencing a lot
waverider2137: i understand that
waverider2137: but media controls our mind
waverider2137: we think, "oh third world sucks"
x love to love u: yeah
waverider2137: third world has to be worst than "sucks"
waverider2137: its gotta be hell
waverider2137: theres 1 billion people living off of 1 buck each a day
waverider2137: my toothpaste that i dont second think about costs more than that
x love to love u: mmhm
waverider2137: will you make me a promise alissa
x love to love u: yes
waverider2137: when im older
waverider2137: if im not more expeirienced
waverider2137: remind me of this conversation
waverider2137: remind me that i wanted more out of my life
waverider2137: i dont want to give up on myself
waverider2137: but in this day and age its so easy to
waverider2137: dont let me
waverider2137: tell me i want to go back to paris
waverider2137: tell me i want to be in third world
waverider2137: tell me i want to live in the desert
waverider2137: tell me i want to understand things i feel and not just let them be felt
waverider2137: there has to be more to feelings than just the initial impact it places on your body
waverider2137: it has to do something to the mind
waverider2137: and i dont mean just minorl
waverider2137: y*
waverider2137: i mean majorly
waverider2137: there has to be a reason we dream
waverider2137: if our lives are in black and white than we dream in colors
waverider2137: and we add that color for a reason
waverider2137: it gives us something to strive for
waverider2137: and i dont mean "winning the nascar cup"
waverider2137: it makes us strive for things that mean something
waverider2137: which is why we forget our dreams
waverider2137: we forget them by our choice
waverider2137: we forget them because we give up on them
waverider2137: we let go of that added color
waverider2137: and pursue more grey and black and white tangible expeiriences when the intangible is next door
waverider2137: dont let me stay
x love to love u: i promise.